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Insecurity ... Festimad

I am no longer here. All you will see me on the spot by the same things, following the usual routine. Even one can see me in a positive way currando minimum to the maximum to be on a spree, taking a mean of 4 weekly drunkenness, lay as early at 4 am, and in general what is often called "enjoying life ". That's all very well, but the problem is, as I said, I'm not here, and if I'm not here, I can hardly enjoy the pleasures I receive from my current lifestyle.

I live here, but mimente anymore. I made a mistake a while ago, and I'm paying. A mistake, or maybe several. What is clear is that I should never think ahead. But I could not help it. Then came the complex to be small, very small, and live in a big world and incomprehensible, and think that it might be possible not to get to know ever. Another big mistake. Then came the feeling of loneliness. He now lives here with me. The feeling, loneliness has always been evident. And then another big tangle of feelings Engativa basically, they have moved my mind to another place ...

Some days I wake up in a slum in uan big city, I have nothing I am nothing, but something that moves me like a robot ...

Other'm in a very quiet, no problems, no worries, no memory ...

Others, however, I'm in a world so cold, like a hell of asphalt, but Parai I feel like looking at the person who brought me up there ...

Overall, I think that everything that happens to me lies in something very simple. All my life I have known with more or less sure what is going to be my next step. Now, simply is not gonna be me and also my expectations are coming down gradually, either by one side is the other. I feel kind of like waiting, but having the feeling that he should do something for me, but at the same time, without knowing exactly why.

The major conclusion is that. I see here, but I'm in all these strange places, as anyone trying to rappel a strange fortune-teller in my mind decode my future here at a time. I feel lonely, insecure and a bit disappointed. In all, I'll have to fight again. I hope to gain sufficient strength.