hole sadman @ 2004-12-30T23: 54:00
A. Then another. There is another beyond. Looks, looks of people who carry their own history. Stories that pass through their peak, or the most trivial or routine. Moments that now may be the most emotional ever lived, those eyes full of hope looking at the beloved, who is there at the time, like a dream come true ... or sad moments of pure melancholy in which what most want is to lie to mourn, forget all, and let others pass without rozarnos ...
I keep doing my history, storing it, not without much affection in the depths of my eyes. There have been times brittle, dull moment, but I must say that I enjoyed as much as the good.
These moments of heartfelt joy, light heartedness that makes you above in all circumstances through every moment clearly. And thank you. Thank lot of things to a lot of people, but I'd rather not start now, that is still going to be much to be thankful ...
'm just not me. Also try to dive into the eyes of those that I have nearby. Read while I light a cigarette, their own stories. Soil learn much from them. I hope they are aware of them.
still writing the story. I open my eyes, do not know if I'm dreaming, if I'm awake, I slept demasisado, or too little, I do not feel well ... wait ... I think today was the highlight ... Why? I do not know, maybe this high, maybe something in my cries for SALR but overheard. No, I feel good, I feel fine now, and I ... No, the truth is that I am a little stoned right now, and my reality is distorted a little ... in short, being direct, so good.
Well, yes, the story continues. And now this. I will continue with mine. Now. Ya.
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Sunday, November 7, 2004
What Can I Write In Goodbye Card
Perpetuity
When you see yourself reflected in the same place, in the same position, another day, other circumstances perhaps, but still your the same, unabashedly in the same place, is when you know it "has taken root."
you've been in something that has long since ceased to be concerned about yourself, about your place in the world ... at least for now.
And it is not my idea of living life fully, but I can not say that I feel "rooted" in my actions that make me unhappy. Rather, each day I feel more comfortable, wrapped by a layer invisible, in a warm halo, that perhaps others do not see.
A halo into something strange, invisible even to my deepest privacy. The continuous feeling of being ... is not a djetivo easily describe it well ... impatient. Yes, you could say that is eagerly loq ue feel now.
Impatience "Why? I preguntandomelo time. And the answer, like all transcendent answers in life, it comes with the small details. Small business unfinished. Like a ghost. That thing would easily on a moment, but unconsciously we refuse to end.
When you accumulate all these tasks in a list, and end up one by one, as if spring had come forward as if you had just awakened from a nightmare. This cycle is repeated a lot in my life lately. Obligation, guilt, redemption, purification.
Guilt. Remorse for something you have not done, perhaps by indifference. The point is that is there. Something you have not done ... never do you fear ...
From the parking, on weekends, I watch myself a month ago. I look next door and see me two years ago. When I turn vover sight to see, makes a second, almost projected my present. We all looked forward to, Touching nuestors halos, and wondering when it will break, and loneliness becomes a different definition than I have in perpetuity. Gone
When you see yourself reflected in the same place, in the same position, another day, other circumstances perhaps, but still your the same, unabashedly in the same place, is when you know it "has taken root."
you've been in something that has long since ceased to be concerned about yourself, about your place in the world ... at least for now.
And it is not my idea of living life fully, but I can not say that I feel "rooted" in my actions that make me unhappy. Rather, each day I feel more comfortable, wrapped by a layer invisible, in a warm halo, that perhaps others do not see.
A halo into something strange, invisible even to my deepest privacy. The continuous feeling of being ... is not a djetivo easily describe it well ... impatient. Yes, you could say that is eagerly loq ue feel now.
Impatience "Why? I preguntandomelo time. And the answer, like all transcendent answers in life, it comes with the small details. Small business unfinished. Like a ghost. That thing would easily on a moment, but unconsciously we refuse to end.
When you accumulate all these tasks in a list, and end up one by one, as if spring had come forward as if you had just awakened from a nightmare. This cycle is repeated a lot in my life lately. Obligation, guilt, redemption, purification.
Guilt. Remorse for something you have not done, perhaps by indifference. The point is that is there. Something you have not done ... never do you fear ...
From the parking, on weekends, I watch myself a month ago. I look next door and see me two years ago. When I turn vover sight to see, makes a second, almost projected my present. We all looked forward to, Touching nuestors halos, and wondering when it will break, and loneliness becomes a different definition than I have in perpetuity. Gone
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Pretty White Sorority Dresses
sadman @ 2004-08-26T15: 11:00
the show, and now when we realize that time has not passed in vain, that everything defer calls.
August is over, and I have, as every year that feeling of calm, so peaceful, quiet all ta ...
These are my authentic vacation. I have really is when the mind blank, and the only thing I do is contemplate the beauty of the world. Not hot, but not cold weather, and the days are still long. There are no crowds on the beaches, and you can see the sea gulls listening ... or whatever you please, everything is so quiet on the beach ... again ...
Not that I complain of previous months have been fantastic, but one becomes exhausted and the sun is so hard sometimes ...
I missed you at luismi, I hope you are well.
What we have now ...? for truth, as usual. Go slowly pperdiendo the light, see how each day the dark for longer with us, cold and moisture is installed again in the bones.
When that happens, when you have to walk in the dark to find the light switch, almost in mid-afternoon, when I woke up one day and see rain on the window, that's when we can rest assured that this will mean that all is well, and that moment life goes on.
'm not writing more often, but there are too many doubts, and sometimes the feeling of having nothing new to say, you have not written here before.
the show, and now when we realize that time has not passed in vain, that everything defer calls.
August is over, and I have, as every year that feeling of calm, so peaceful, quiet all ta ...
These are my authentic vacation. I have really is when the mind blank, and the only thing I do is contemplate the beauty of the world. Not hot, but not cold weather, and the days are still long. There are no crowds on the beaches, and you can see the sea gulls listening ... or whatever you please, everything is so quiet on the beach ... again ...
Not that I complain of previous months have been fantastic, but one becomes exhausted and the sun is so hard sometimes ...
I missed you at luismi, I hope you are well.
What we have now ...? for truth, as usual. Go slowly pperdiendo the light, see how each day the dark for longer with us, cold and moisture is installed again in the bones.
When that happens, when you have to walk in the dark to find the light switch, almost in mid-afternoon, when I woke up one day and see rain on the window, that's when we can rest assured that this will mean that all is well, and that moment life goes on.
'm not writing more often, but there are too many doubts, and sometimes the feeling of having nothing new to say, you have not written here before.
Sunday, August 1, 2004
Multiplication100x100
sadman @ 2004-08-01T23: 36 : 00
Things change, I think fit. People evolve and what was once banned, or did not like the public, now is a plague, a mania, and tomorrow go out of style, like everything else.
Right now I'm doing a photoblog, which, except to say that he hated deeply. Anyway.
for that, and I'll post the address if you end up vomiting not to look in the mirror.
Well, besides all this ... life ... my life is avanzandoa accelerated pace a comfortable routine, fueled by the hope and the uncertainty of the time.
The rest follows as usual. I feel very calm. As if everything was already decided, and not have to fight for anything more. And that I think is not good as having nothing to fight for, you focus on your weaknesses more than your virtues ...
That happens to me a bit now. I am happy, lest anyone be confused, happy, and I do not want to change what I have, but I feel I need a distraction now. Why this "inactivity", the truth is killing me.
why I keep to the expectation that at least I have the certainty that the future holds very good "distractions." Such
may be why so me "I am surrendering to the darkness and the unknown," as Maynard had said, regarding my future fotolog, as the greatest enemy of personal integrity, is idleness. Blessed
idleness ... Summer passes
Things change, I think fit. People evolve and what was once banned, or did not like the public, now is a plague, a mania, and tomorrow go out of style, like everything else.
Right now I'm doing a photoblog, which, except to say that he hated deeply. Anyway.
for that, and I'll post the address if you end up vomiting not to look in the mirror.
Well, besides all this ... life ... my life is avanzandoa accelerated pace a comfortable routine, fueled by the hope and the uncertainty of the time.
The rest follows as usual. I feel very calm. As if everything was already decided, and not have to fight for anything more. And that I think is not good as having nothing to fight for, you focus on your weaknesses more than your virtues ...
That happens to me a bit now. I am happy, lest anyone be confused, happy, and I do not want to change what I have, but I feel I need a distraction now. Why this "inactivity", the truth is killing me.
why I keep to the expectation that at least I have the certainty that the future holds very good "distractions." Such
may be why so me "I am surrendering to the darkness and the unknown," as Maynard had said, regarding my future fotolog, as the greatest enemy of personal integrity, is idleness. Blessed
idleness ... Summer passes
Wednesday, July 7, 2004
Temporary Visitor Driver's License Rules Ny
sadman @ 2004-07-08T02: 12:00
majestically through the skin that is forming our existence, a shell made of memories, concerns, hopes and experiences more generally, they depend more than our life, our memory. And even more memory of others.
Luismi can be happy in that regard. Once again, made it clear that this in our memory. Do not forget you, and that the distance does not separate us, but it makes clear who our friends ... thanks for the guitar, has been a surprise. Existence
're making too, with our hopes, which are numerous, for example, in the coming months.
And after all, that this mantle is the experience, I cover every day more, it becomes more soft with the passage of days, weeks ... the years.
And the illusion of knowing in the early stages of a long journey, some ... place.
best, of course, is feeling increasingly distant echoes of defeat, disappointment, and realize that things, when you want it, can go well.
I have also one thing clear. You have to take flight soon. I realize that never I would feel quite comfortable staying in Malaga for ever, although the city marked as the beginning and end of the line ...
I am ready to get carried away by the winds of change of air, where they take me ... better to keep it a mystery.
And finally, it's 2 am, and one more night with the prize amount is collected and sleepless nights thinking of all, big, small things ... I review everything that had to complete, those things that were deferred, by mistake, so whatever ... There are some, but not consider them important, but I think we just feel more comfortable. The major tasks are going well at the moment and do not need big efforts to continue as are. There is silence. No sleep. There is also no desire for anything. It would be better to invent an intermediate state between sleep and lucidity, which can be alert to some details like what time it is, and at the same time lose track of time ... our lives begin to resemble that of Ryo Hazuki. Disturbing ...
majestically through the skin that is forming our existence, a shell made of memories, concerns, hopes and experiences more generally, they depend more than our life, our memory. And even more memory of others.
Luismi can be happy in that regard. Once again, made it clear that this in our memory. Do not forget you, and that the distance does not separate us, but it makes clear who our friends ... thanks for the guitar, has been a surprise. Existence
're making too, with our hopes, which are numerous, for example, in the coming months.
And after all, that this mantle is the experience, I cover every day more, it becomes more soft with the passage of days, weeks ... the years.
And the illusion of knowing in the early stages of a long journey, some ... place.
best, of course, is feeling increasingly distant echoes of defeat, disappointment, and realize that things, when you want it, can go well.
I have also one thing clear. You have to take flight soon. I realize that never I would feel quite comfortable staying in Malaga for ever, although the city marked as the beginning and end of the line ...
I am ready to get carried away by the winds of change of air, where they take me ... better to keep it a mystery.
And finally, it's 2 am, and one more night with the prize amount is collected and sleepless nights thinking of all, big, small things ... I review everything that had to complete, those things that were deferred, by mistake, so whatever ... There are some, but not consider them important, but I think we just feel more comfortable. The major tasks are going well at the moment and do not need big efforts to continue as are. There is silence. No sleep. There is also no desire for anything. It would be better to invent an intermediate state between sleep and lucidity, which can be alert to some details like what time it is, and at the same time lose track of time ... our lives begin to resemble that of Ryo Hazuki. Disturbing ...
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Inspirational Pro Ana Mia
Summer Impressions and test deambulante
time no write, eh? ueno pos, already in full summer arrives we must see that it is in summer Agustito, currando a great time taking a shit bike that as I leave the pot kill me ...
but hey, those are little things of life toa. If you survived the Mac potatoes SL (Thieves), will survive this. I swear!
And that, in these heights of these beautiful and hot summer period, I am aware of the notes of the institute. Of course, like me keda programming, after waiting ...
But I think I have came proficient, and as I aprobao language school, I go out I'm after! : D
The only thing I'm not cool this year, is k kon roll of gigs, I will not have time for what really cool, going to the beach, making nonsense, even a trip (go, alexis , you who can, I would do so in your place), but in truth, if I shot all summer working (honestly, I doubt it, certainly before I leave for whatever reason), chest earn money, and that not see if I could use ...
As merely
lyrical and personal, just like a bitch. But firm (but firm! XD)
PS: The guy over look of Malaga where I work! Aaaah!!
PPD: The fucking test, and not hang you, Answer of the balls;)
1. Who are you?
2. We are friends?
3. When and where did we meet?
4. You crush on me?
5. Kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word
7. What was your first impression?
8. I still think the same?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well you know me?
12. When was the last time you saw me?
13. Quisite ever tell me something but could not?
14. You're going to put this on your livejournal and see what I respond?
time no write, eh? ueno pos, already in full summer arrives we must see that it is in summer Agustito, currando a great time taking a shit bike that as I leave the pot kill me ...
but hey, those are little things of life toa. If you survived the Mac potatoes SL (Thieves), will survive this. I swear!
And that, in these heights of these beautiful and hot summer period, I am aware of the notes of the institute. Of course, like me keda programming, after waiting ...
But I think I have came proficient, and as I aprobao language school, I go out I'm after! : D
The only thing I'm not cool this year, is k kon roll of gigs, I will not have time for what really cool, going to the beach, making nonsense, even a trip (go, alexis , you who can, I would do so in your place), but in truth, if I shot all summer working (honestly, I doubt it, certainly before I leave for whatever reason), chest earn money, and that not see if I could use ...
As merely
lyrical and personal, just like a bitch. But firm (but firm! XD)
PS: The guy over look of Malaga where I work! Aaaah!!
PPD: The fucking test, and not hang you, Answer of the balls;)
1. Who are you?
2. We are friends?
3. When and where did we meet?
4. You crush on me?
5. Kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word
7. What was your first impression?
8. I still think the same?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well you know me?
12. When was the last time you saw me?
13. Quisite ever tell me something but could not?
14. You're going to put this on your livejournal and see what I respond?
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Whar Is The 12 On Alabamas Helmet
sadmada @ 2004-05-15T16: 08:00
Well, summer is approaching, the course is already running, but things start to get up the hill (the programming ... bitch ... ¬ ¬) and the existence will follow its course as usual, no problems , and quite quiet.
So all right, really. LocalH remember a song that spoke more than as people look for problems in your life, for this not seem boring. Problems lately are not what I want, rather the contrary, moments like these that I can not sit in front of my computer, thinking about what I want, as having no concern, I have all my mind and consciousness available to think, reflect, decide what I want without issues clouding my spirit.
I hope to be so all my life. Not without problems as the inevitable problems. I say be all my life with a clear mind, with a clear conscience, so as to fit with integrity these problems, and avoid being eaten.
Well, summer is approaching, the course is already running, but things start to get up the hill (the programming ... bitch ... ¬ ¬) and the existence will follow its course as usual, no problems , and quite quiet.
So all right, really. LocalH remember a song that spoke more than as people look for problems in your life, for this not seem boring. Problems lately are not what I want, rather the contrary, moments like these that I can not sit in front of my computer, thinking about what I want, as having no concern, I have all my mind and consciousness available to think, reflect, decide what I want without issues clouding my spirit.
I hope to be so all my life. Not without problems as the inevitable problems. I say be all my life with a clear mind, with a clear conscience, so as to fit with integrity these problems, and avoid being eaten.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Good Games For Initiation
sadmada @ 2004-05-11T22: 14:00
been a long time writing, and has given me today to look out of these pages, as em has invaded more than nostalgia, curiosity. Suddenly, I realized that there are certain things that I do not remember, and not long ago were routines were important things, details of which one is constantly aware ...
now I have trouble remembering, and that is why I overlooking here.
Now I ask myself as I am. There are days that I am not optimistic, but suddenly, I realize that I'm still really happy, what happens is that a "tired" of happiness, and asks questions. Sometimes we do not like the answers to these questions. But deep down that I am less happy about it.
been a long time writing, and has given me today to look out of these pages, as em has invaded more than nostalgia, curiosity. Suddenly, I realized that there are certain things that I do not remember, and not long ago were routines were important things, details of which one is constantly aware ...
now I have trouble remembering, and that is why I overlooking here.
Now I ask myself as I am. There are days that I am not optimistic, but suddenly, I realize that I'm still really happy, what happens is that a "tired" of happiness, and asks questions. Sometimes we do not like the answers to these questions. But deep down that I am less happy about it.
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