Thursday, October 18, 2007
Locate The Rhino In Ratchet And Clank
I left. Since that hot (I guess) day of August, for whatever reason (I'm a fucking lazy), I did not write here. Until today, a day October 18 like any other, in a brutal attack of boredom, I was reminded of this livejournal. I had to search google, but I recovered. Not if I'll be posting on here regularly, but I would like, because I really loved to give a review of all previous entries, I've read post as another person, who could not remember details. Let's be honest, some of them gave me vergüencita others, especially the former. But some I've loved (curiously not remember which), the most positive, in which he reflected on the feelings and such ...
I realized they no longer do. Or at least I'm not aware of these thoughts, as I'm so absorbed by other things ... things I've noticed that before were not part of my life and now if ... I especially like watching now watching the past noticed the total absence of the concept of competitiveness in my mind. Before I raised these things, I thought "progress", "evolution" or "beat myself" but not "beat the others," "be the best at something," or simply the "I'm better than you and I'm going to prove. " No. "I have to show you, period." Will I be happier doing that now? Less? is complicated, are attitudes that were new to me and I can hardly grasp.
Obviously, I've met a lot of new people at this time, people who previously did not exist in my life and now are part of my routine. And people that when he wrote these lines was old routine now is not there, I guess you are a little too wrapped up in yours, or perhaps I alone, do not know. The question is that, I miss a lot of people, but I'm still with me, with my issues and my choices.
Curro. Curro a sack. Year and a half year and a half and grow in a job that is changing day after day, often at the worst, others simply feel that certain experiences are very positive conclusions drawn for life ...
In summary. Still here. To see if from now on I take it more quiet, and go back to stop a little time each day to type a few lines here. I will appreciate over time.
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